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'In my darkest hour silence spoke louder than words I am lost in a floating dreamscape I see my face behing a mask with knowing steps I am lured closer reflection strips my guise In the heart of darkness I see a light I hear my voice and I am found' - The mask Venezia

Saturday, November 20, 2004

hey i'm back in kl for the holz.... so what have i been doing??? been shoppingggg.... wanna get lots of shoes.... bags... clothes..... been pampering myself... such as doing my hair, did rebonding again.. :)... 3 hours facials.... eating nice yuuummmmmmmy food.... :) :)

its nice being back... but i really dun like the weather... feel so sticky most of the time.

if anyone in kl... contact me at 74931037

Thursday, November 11, 2004

as u get older, do u think u become wiser?? today just finished one paper and it went really welll.... we had the questions.... well we had 8 questions but only 6 came out in the exams and we only had to write 3 essays... so i prepared 5 essays and only 3 came out from what i prepared.. so that great....... memorised and put down everything i memoried... :) so that was cool... wrote like 17 pages altogether front and back for 2 hours.... hand so tired.... :)

oh one tip... if ur memorizing.... do not watch tv or listen to the radio after u memorise if u do watch tv.... it will bombard with what u memories and confuse u.... so all that u memories would go down the drain... so intead after u've memorized... sleep or pray.. :)



Tuesday, November 09, 2004


whose that crazy clown on the right??? Posted by Hello

me n my one n only brother who can be annoying sometimes but somestimes nice too Posted by Hello

me and my beloved friends  Posted by Hello

pretty gals... ladies.... women... Posted by Hello

Monday, November 08, 2004


me and my darling michelle....  Posted by Hello
1 down and 2 more to go... yeah!!!! :) thank God he was with me throughout the paper.... the invitulators were to scrap.... u know after 10 minute reading time they would said 'okie u can start now' agter 15 minutes they didn't say anything so i started writting my answer in the book..... but the gal next to me.... after 30 minutes did she only start writting her answer...wasted so much of time... we had 3 essays to do in 2 hours... i guess she had to write really fast...

during the week while studying i was like really depressed... saying to myself.... y do we have to take exams... i just feel like running away and not study, just marry someone rich and have a relaxing life. then i thought to myself.... y am i studying.... y do i study? do i study for myself or for my parents or so i can earn lots of money or for God. then it hit me.... God was the one that brought me here and asked me to study psychology and i think he would want me to do well so he can use me to reach out... so i prayed and from then the passion to study came to me..... from there i started to talk to God like a friend. :) it felt so pleasing :)

then during the exam.... sometimes ur totally blank but u seem to write something.... so issit God giving u the words to write?