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'In my darkest hour silence spoke louder than words I am lost in a floating dreamscape I see my face behing a mask with knowing steps I am lured closer reflection strips my guise In the heart of darkness I see a light I hear my voice and I am found' - The mask Venezia

Thursday, September 30, 2004

..God's Mate Selection...

Everyone longs to give himself or herself completely to someone, to have a deep and committed soul relationship with another, to be loved thoroughly and unconditionally.

But God says: No, not until you are satisfied, fulfilled and content with being loved by Me alone, with giving yourself totally, unreservedly to Me alone.

I love you, My child, and until you discover that only in Me is your satisfaction to be found, you will not be capable of the perfect human relationship that I have planned for you. You will never be united with another until you are united with Me; exclusively of anyone or anything else; exclusively of any other desires and belongings.

I want you to stop planning, stop wishing and allow Me to give you the most thrilling plan existing -- one that you can't imagine. I want you to have the very best. Please allow Me to bring it to you.

Just keep your eyes on Me, expecting the greatest things.Keep experiencing that satisfaction knowing that I AM.Keep learning and listening to the things I tell you.You must be patient.

Don't be anxious.Don't worry.Don't look around at the things others have.Don't look at the things you think you want.Just keep looking up to Me, or you will miss what I want to give you.

And then, when you are ready, I will surprise you with a love far more wonderful than you could ever dream. You see, until you are ready, and until the one I have for you is ready (I am working even this minute to have both of you ready at the same time), until you are both satisfied exclusively with Me and the life I have prepared for you, you won't be able to experience the love that exemplifies your relationship with Me .. and this is perfect love.

Monday, September 13, 2004

so long haven't blog yet... miss me? :) hehehe.... had a great friday on 10th but not so good weekend coz i had to finish up two assignments due today...

but friday was a surprise.. coz my birthday we had powerhouse at my house and zac and chi yenn organised this surprise for me at my house.. so they had to get me out of the house and zac offered take me out by asking me to go shopping with him at 5pm. so i went and at 6.30pm i told zac that i had to go home coz i haven't eaten my dinner and ppl would be at my house... so we took the bus and when we got on the bus jet came up on the bus carrying a bunch of pink lilies... so beautiful..... so he and i was surprised coz he didn't know i was on the bus and vice versa. than i reached home and found chi yenn hiding under the table.. so that wasn't a surprise... than sharolyn and brendan came out of my room surprising me... so 3 ppl surprised me and the rest of them... came to my house at 7 to 7.30pm... so it was more like i surprising them... :) we had a pot bless at home and aunty cara was out guest speaker for ph.. :)