It hasn't been a smooth sailing year... but a memorable one and a year i wouldn't wanna go through it again.

Yesterday i finished my first exam, i had a pool of 15 questions before the exam and we had to prepare and memorise all 15 coz only 4 came out and we had to do all 4. the day before exam i looked like a ghost, hardly ate, or made conversations, hair a mess, face pail as anything. The day on my exam guess what happened? I had cooked breakfast, by Linah, Pancakes, milo and fruits! WOW!!like WOW!!, my mom doesn't even cook breakfast for me, if she does she just makes toast. I was soooo touched. The exam was alright, managed to answer 3 out of the 4 questions but the last one was short but managed to answer. When i got back home, went online to check my assignment mark. I had a heart attack when i saw the number 7. Just 7 and it said its 30% of my overall mark. 7 out of 100? 10? 30? I was so down that i just wanted to give up coz i thought i failed my assignment. After failing one unit in second year, i don't wanna repeat it again. Today, at church i looked so depressed that no one would dare to talk to me. Played the synthesizer and cried during worship. Not because of my assignment, but other things too. Felt the Lord's presence, felt that eventhough it might seems its over, or i'm not doing well, or i'm going through this year alone, i should always hold on to my promise wit the Lord, that I WILL MAKE IT THROUGH HONOURS. Guess wat? my assignment was out of 10. YEAH!!!! i'm so relieved and so over the moon.

I just wanna thank all of you for your support throughout this year so far. It wasn't smooth, had PMS every minute of the DAY, worries, anxieties how my thesis coming along, my questionnaires, whether i'll pass this year. Thanks for your help, e.g. call a dictionary, or call a help, prayers, hugs. It wasn't easy but without you guys, I wouldn't be in one piece, and without the Lord, i definately wouldn't make it this far. Hold on to your promise the Lord gave to you and believe in yourself. I really need to learn to believe in myself coz never in a millions years did i think i would do honours, but i'm here not with my own strength, but with the Lords and He put me here coz he believes in me and gives me the BEST. :)