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'In my darkest hour silence spoke louder than words I am lost in a floating dreamscape I see my face behing a mask with knowing steps I am lured closer reflection strips my guise In the heart of darkness I see a light I hear my voice and I am found' - The mask Venezia

Thursday, May 27, 2004

miss me? Yeah.. haven't blog for a long time... been doing through some emotional issues the past 2 weeks. things have changed since than n the dark clouds over my head has long gone... :) now the sun shine in my eyes.. :) i thank god for that because i only can find satisfaction in God.... eventhough my parents or jethro loves me but it is only the love of GOd and makes me through everyday. :)

today me, flo, yin, aaron, jet n norm wanted to go to room nineteen n check out the restaurant but it was too pack. have anyone tried room nineteen or heard any comments? so we went to eat somewhere else which was quite nice.. the restaurant had a fire place... was so nice and cosy.... food was yum.... its the greek restaurant next to easy way.... can go try... can get 25% discount off from the entertainment card. :)



Monday, May 10, 2004

Who am I??

Can you decribe me??

These are from my testimonials on friendster:
- great friend and leader who's an always there type plus very caring too
- listener to my problems.. and also lending a hand when i'm down
- purest heart ever.. one that has never been fearful to love anyone
- sort of girl impossible to not love,impossible to not smile at,impossible to have any bad impression off

I'm so happy to have friends that cares for me and think the best of me... but unfortunately y i dun think the best of myself? y do i feel empty, lonely n broken? Someone come to my rescue....

Tuesday, May 04, 2004

yesterday i baked muffins for the first time... but guess wat?? i put too long.. just one minute longer n it got a bit burnt but not totally.. so the muffin was a bit hard... so sad but nvm... practise makes perfect. :) yesterday i went to michelle's house to see momo with my mother. momo so big an active already.... last time when he was a baby he was so cute.. always sleeping.. just love to carry him when he's sleeping, like a baby.... but now he's still cute.... :) i can't wait to get a dog of my own... but when will that happen i have no idea...... maybe when i get married but that will take ages..... what dog will i get?? i also have no idea.... i want small n cute n nt much of fur... n no hassle to maintain the doggy...... *off to doggy land*